There is a Balm in Gilead

I’ve made a little tradition of posting a lengthy quote from Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. on the day we remember him and the great injustice that he fought. Here’s an excerpt from a sermon he gave in Chicago in August 1967.

And I’ll tell you, I’ve seen the lightning flash. I’ve heard the thunder roll. I felt sin- breakers dashing, trying to conquer my soul. But I heard the voice of Jesus saying still to fight on. He promised never to leave me, never to leave me alone. No, never alone. No, never alone. He promised never to leave me, never to leave me alone.

And I’m going on in believing in him. You’d better know him, and know his name, and know how to call his name. You may not know philosophy. You may not be able to say with Alfred North Whitehead that he’s the Principle of Concretion. You may not be able to say with Hegel and Spinoza that he is the Absolute Whole. You may not be able to say with Plato that he’s the Architectonic Good. You may not be able to say with Aristotle that he’s the Unmoved Mover.

But sometimes you can get poetic about it if you know him. You begin to know that our brothers and sisters in distant days were right. Because they did know him as a rock in a weary land, as a shelter in the time of starving, as my water when I’m thirsty, and then my bread in a starving land. And then if you can’t even say that, sometimes you may have to say, “he’s my everything. He’s my sister and my brother. He’s my mother and my father.” If you believe it and know it, you never need walk in darkness.

Don’t be a fool. Recognize your dependence on God. As the days become dark and the nights become dreary, realize that there is a God who rules above.

And so I’m not worried about tomorrow. I get weary every now and then. The future looks difficult and dim, but I’m not worried about it ultimately because I have faith in God. Centuries ago Jeremiah raised a question, “Is there no balm in Gilead? Is there no physician there?” He raised it because he saw the good people suffering so often and the evil people prospering. Centuries later our slave foreparents came along. And they too saw the injustices of life, and had nothing to look forward to morning after morning but the rawhide whip of the overseer, long rows of cotton in the sizzling heat. But they did an amazing thing. They looked back across the centuries and they took Jeremiah’s question mark and straightened it into an exclamation point. And they could sing, “There is a balm in Gilead to make the wounded whole. There is a balm in Gilead to heal the sin-sick soul.” And there is another stanza that I like so well: “Sometimes I feel discouraged.”

And I don’t mind telling you this morning that sometimes I feel discouraged. I felt discouraged in Chicago. As I move through Mississippi and Georgia and Alabama, I feel discouraged. Living every day under the threat of death, I feel discouraged sometimes. Living every day under extensive criticisms, even from Negroes, I feel discouraged sometimes. Yes, sometimes I feel discouraged and feel my work’s in vain. But then the holy spirit revives my soul again. “There is a balm in Gilead to make the wounded whole. There is a balm in Gilead to heal the sin-sick soul.”

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“Maybe next Christmas we’ll both be ok”

I’ve had a hard time putting away Christmas this year, which I usually do either Epiphany or the following day, with very little sadness.

Things feel okay at the moment, but tenuously so. As if one or more of us might fall off the wagon and hit another moving-related patch of big feelings. Leaving everything the way it has been was a feeble attempt to control the situation and avoid the chaos.

I took everything off the tree today (with a little help from the girls.) And by end of the weekend, it will all be put away. I do not fear the winter winds. I know that spring will come.

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Peanut Butter Cream Pie

Peanut Butter Cream Pie is one of my tried-and-true simple desserts. It’s not very difficult or time consuming, but it is very tasty. Because chocolate + peanut butter is a classic combo that is always worth coming back to.

CRUST
8 oz chocolate graham crackers
1/4 c. sugar
1 1/3 sticks of butter, melted

Preheat oven to 350. Pulse together crust ingredients. Press into pie plate. Bake to set (~10m) and cool.

FILLING
1 1/4 c. heavy whipping cream
1/4 cup sugar
8 oz block of cream cheese, softened
1 cup natural creamy peanut butter
1 cup confectioners’ sugar

Whip together the whipping cream and sugar, set aside (I use a plate.) In the same bowl, whip together the cream cheese, peanut butter and confectioner’s sugar, then fold in the whipped cream. Fill the pie crust and refrigerate until set.

GANACHE
1 c. heavy whipping cream
8 oz. semisweet chocolate

Warm the cream (don’t boil, but get it hot.) Pour over the chocolate (I use ghiradelli chips.) Whisk together until smooth. Pour melted chocolate mixture over pie. refrigerate for 3 or more hours (the freezer works well if you are in a time crunch.)

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Midnight in Paris

I saw this a few weeks ago and can’t stop thinking about it. It’s a great film, beautifully shot and well written, a reminder that there’s a reason people think Woody Allen is the bees knees.

But it’s also a good reminder of the ways that art shows us great truths about the world. I love what the movie says about nostalgia, love, and writing.

Here’s a good representative line from the main character: “That’s what the present is. It’s a little unsatisfying because life is unsatisfying.” We all long for more. Whether it manifests itself in hope for the future or a longing for the past, the fact that things are just not the way they ought to be is inescapable.

This is not a real review, but it is an invitation to borrow this from your nearest redbox or rent it from amazon instant video soon.

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Compromising

Life has been crazy this week. The chaos was dominated by two evenings cheering for WA basketball (quadruple headers.) But I also snapped some newborn photos for a friend, wrote, met an old friend for lunch passing through town, took lexi birthday partying and kate girl scout cookie selling…

We will chalk our door tomorrow. Epiphany is a season, right? Sometimes compromising is necessary for sanity’s sake.

Being busy makes me feel like we belong here. I have had a few really vivid Memphis moments lately. Watching Kate delightedly devour some ribs. Missing Memphis over the break. Seeing growth in myself and my family. And so we carry on, onward and upward.

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NQ Wordless Wednesday

[ two days after i posted my 2012 manifesto, which included teaching the girls handcrafts, they brought me hoops and fabric and asked me to show them how to embroider. if i didn't know better, i'd think they read this blog. ]

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Celebrating Epiphany 2012

I am adding new ideas to my celebrating the church year posts as we come around to them again. This Friday is Epiphany! I am really looking forward to blessing our new home for the first time.

(like this, but with 2012!) If you’d like some ideas, you can see them all here: Epiphany and Blessing Your Home. I am excited about all the possibilities, I think every family (newly married, older or younger kids, all types of learners) can find some meaningful way to celebrate together. I’d love to hear about your plans, if you’ve made any.

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Books I Read in 2011

I didn’t read as much as in 2010, but it was still a pretty good year of reading. Here’s my list, categorized to highlight those I would most strongly commend to other readers.

I Liked These Enough to Re-Read Them in 2011
To Hate Like This is to Be Happy Forever | Blythe
An Abundance of Katherines | Green
My Name is Asher Lev | Potok
The Gift of Asher Lev | Potok
the Harry Potter books | Rowling

Ten I Highly Recommend
Fidelity | Berry
Life Together | Bonhoeffer
Nurture Shock | Bronson + Merryman
O Pioneers! | Cather
Peace Like a River | Enger
Black Like Me | Griffin
My Life with the Saints | Martin
The Return of the Prodigal Son | Nouwen
Winter Light | Smith
The Inimitable Jeeves | Wodehouse

Very Good Reads
Matilda | Dahl
Almost Christian | Dean
The Hundred Dresses | Estes
Bossypants | Fey
Everything is Illuminated | Foer
Will Grayson, Will Grayson | Green + Levithan
The American | James
Everything Happened But Not Like This | Jurkis
Is Everyone Hanging Out Without Me? | Kaling
On Writing | King
Eating the Dinosaur | Klosterman
The Friendship Doll | Larson
A Severed Wasp | L’Engle
The Small Rain | L’Engle
The Group | McCarthy
Emily of New Moon | Montgomery
Lancelot | Percy
Engaging God’s World | Plantinga
The Whole-Brain Child | Siegel + Bryson
Mere Churchianity | Spencer
Gulliver’s Travels | Swift
Sacred Marriage | Thomas
Kicking at the Darkness | Walsh
Still | Winner

These Were Good, Too
Practical Theology for Women | Alsup
Jesus, My Father, The CIA & Me | Crom
The American Plague | Crosby
Falling Together | De Los Santos
Generation Ex-Christian | Dyck
A Visit from the Goon Squad | Egan
Juliet, Naked | Hornby
Half the Church | James
The Key to the Golden Firebird | Johnson
Parenting Beyond Your Capacity | Joiner + Nieuwhof
Gooney Bird on the Map | Lowry
The Next Christians | Lyons
Start Something That Matters | Mycoskie
The Grace of Silence | Norris
The Tiger’s Wife | Obreht
Suddenly in the Depths of the Forest | Oz
Anna & the French Kiss | Perkins
I Am Scout | Shields
Vietnamerica | Tran
Look Homeward, Angel | Wolfe

Might Be Your Cup of Tea (But Wasn’t Really Mine.)
You Know Who You Are | Dolnick
The Apostles Creed for Today | Gonzalez
Treasuring God in Our Traditions | Piper
Scammed by Society | Stygles
Young Fredle | Voigt
The Attenbury Emeralds | Walsh

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a possibly impossible 2012 manifesto

in the new year i will endeavor to…

keep reading and write everyday
make a cozier, tidier home
have people over often
create lovely things, just because
eat better and exercise
make music

read with the girls
teach them handcrafts
say yes to my family
love michael better
write more letters, keep up with old friends

try new things
dream bigger
keep the faith

it’s not so impossible.

(title stolen from the lovely mollie greene.)

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Fall in Love with Memphis 2012

We moved in July, and I’ve spent most of my new-to-town energy getting the girls settled and getting to know people. I have a strong sense of place, and I need to get to know Memphis better to really settle in. I’ve been to Overton Park locations (Zoo, the Brooks) several times. We’ve ridden the Downtown Trolley loop and walked to Mud Island Park. We found a BBQ joint (the Bar-B-Q Shop) and a Mexican place (Las Delicias.) At the suggestion of a friend, I read a book about the yellow fever epidemic which prompted a visit to Elmwood Cemetery. A decent start, but I’ve got a long way to go.

So, the new year seems as good a time as any to declare the start of my “Fall in Love with Memphis” campaign. This is my tentative to-do list. Locals, please make (inexpensive) suggestions!

Get my driver’s license, aka become a legit Tennessean.

Visit the National Civil Rights Museum, Sun Studios, the Stax Museum and the Rock & Soul Museum. Get some culture at the Dixon. Think about spending the big bucks on Graceland.

Eat Breakfast at Bro. Juniper’s. Have Gus’s Famous Fried Chicken. Find some good local family and cheap date restaurant options. Find a coffee shop, aka stop pouting. Go to Muddy’s when depressed as a reminder that Memphis wins that category.

Take the kids back to Shelby Farms to the super cool playground. Take them to Lichterman Nature Center and to do the labyrinth at Audubon Park. Discover other cool places to play. See something at the Orpheum.

Find some team spirit: Grizzlies, Red Birds, Tigers… not that choosy about which one.

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Wordless Wednesday (last DPP round-up)

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